Love

clouds shatter like glass

frozen tears rain down

the sun has left my sky

and as I continue to die

shards of love

penetrate my armour

cutting deep

through my calloused skin

through my outer layer

slicing deep and cutting

into my pride

without the sun

there are no shadows

no place to hide

love keeps cutting

cutting me deeper inside

I try to keep busy

it seems the harder I try

still I keep my neck a wry

for love keeps me astride

waiting patiently

in subliminal latency

never losing track of me

it has a hook in me

love won't let me be

as far as the eye can see

across the open sea

love reigns on me

as dark as the sky above

try as I may for

forever and day

there is no shelter

or comfort

from ubiquitous love

Roses

you

told me

there'd be roses

that they'd be plenty

well these roses are dead

and the thorns hurt my head

like all the things that you once said

Jack

This is about you Jack
and all your friends and pals
This is thanks for nothing
Jack you came here
Jack you laughed and cried
You told someone else
Jack,
and then you both laughed and cried
I'm glad you shared your findings
I'm glad that they shared your views
as well
I'm disappointed though
not one of you took the time to
join my blog and leave comments
as well as your name
As a friend I thought you cared
I didn't think that I was the joke
not once
You had me fooled
Even now I can't believe what I hear
Yes from what I hear
I have others friends
Friends that actually call me
and visit me
Friends that really mean what they say
People who honestly care
You have made fun of me in the past
behind my back
I forgave you

sticks and stones

mean nothing to me
You've made fun of me
right in front of me

I laughed too and forgave you

words are words and will always be

remembered as words you said to me
Now we've been apart for a whole year
You're making fun of me
and you're no where near
Jack you claim that we're
one of a kind
and you hold me dear
Why is it that
that's not what I hear
Jack me off again
I can't understand what you mean
by friend...
Not to leave anyone out
this also goes out
to all the other Jack's I know
and you know who you are
and to everyone that claims to know me
to everyone who puts on such a fabulously
phony show
I know I know I know
Just kidding man
thought you were on board
and cool with it
I've heard them all
save them you'll need them
to bargain with
when you meet your next friend
This is not over
nor is this the end

Ronnie's taking over
just you wait and see
He's much better

at this game than me
His skin is thicker
and he lashes out randomly
sometimes without apparent reason
but always
with such heartfelt passion
So hop aboard clowns
enjoy the ride...hahaha
Pick a bird, any bird will do
if there's not enough to go around
I can flip a few more for you
anything for you, ya bunch of low life,
self-centered,ignorant,fool hearted,
two faced,back-stabbing,gossiping,
little fucking assholes,
and you know who you are.

Those days these days

Don't know why I stay here
Don't know why I care
The things I used to feel from you
These days I hardly feel from you
I get the feeling that you love me
But then you seem to not really care
The way that you used to, about me
Those days these days are rare
Know that I have hurt you
With things I've said and done
But I'm as hurt by this as you
To see what we've become
I wish I knew the answer
Or better still the way
To make you see past all of this
To make it through today
Please don't let me leave
Don't let me fall apart
I wish that I could be as strong
As my love for you is in my heart
Don't know why I stay here
Don't know why I care
The things I used to feel from you
These days I hardly feel from you
I get the feeling that you love me
But then you seem to not really care
The way that you used to, for me
Those days these days are rare
I once had a notion about you and I
We once had a dream together
And I won't let it die
So reach out trust me, please take my hand
Let's fly off together
Far from here
To our dream land
Our worries like the sunset they'll fade away
All through the night our love takes us
Into the light of a bright brand new day
Don't know why I stay here
But I'm starting to see
That leaving here and leaving you
Isn't what I want for me
All those days full of doubting
Anger and fear
Put them behind us let's start from here
Let's make those days, not these days, disappear.