Life as it is

Emptiness and loneliness
deep down inside of me
I commit suicide
silently inside
mental suicide
deep down inside
when you're not with me
Emptiness remains
the beating of my heart
What a mess I've made
Please close your eyes
or look away
And try to feel my pain
And now feel how ashamed
I am
Try to understand
It's only anger
I'm trying to hide
This pain inside
Is so hard to hide
So please close your eyes
look away
Please come home
I need you now
Just try to understand
Emptiness and loneliness
deep down inside of me
I commit suicide
silently inside
mental suicide
deep down inside
when you're not with me
I miss you so much
I can't stand it
Even when you're near
Emptiness remains
the beating of my heart
Is this the end
I fear
Open your eyes
I'll close mine
Please come home
Try to understand
Things can be fine
I'm tired of trying
The time has come to act
But every move I make
I love you and that's a fact
But every move I make
Seems to make your heart ache
Emptiness and loneliness
deep down inside of me
I commit suicide
silently inside
mental suicide
deep down inside