Love

This post is for my wife who I love dearly. We have been married for coming up to 26 years this December. I can't remember life before that day we met and then got married. I have changed more than I ever thought possible and all for the better and all thanks to my wife. There are many things i could think of writing about but most of them are too personal and until matters are figured out or worked out I don't feel it's fair to discuss them openly at least not at this point.
My first point I have already mentioned, I love my wife dearly. She has been so much more than a wife to me. My best friend, my partner, my buddy, my lover, my nurse and angel of mercy. She has seen me through some of the worst moments and times of my life. She never once blinked or batted an eye when confronted with any of my many screw ups. In fact she did the opposite, she knuckled and supported me through each and every mess. Claiming from the first moments that I was a diamond in the rough, that she could see right through all my luggage and into my heart. God Bless her for seeing and saying that and then standing by her word to polish me into who she knew I was.
I have never met a person like her. Her love and compassion is totally without boundary or conviction. I would not be writing this were it not for her.
I sit on in the early morn of my 55th birthday @ 1:51 am unable to sleep as a result of something I'll mention at a later date...but in case anyone of importance should happen to read this...I'm referring to an accident I was in.
Colette, I love you with all my heart and try harder and harder every day to please you, to make you happy. Lately my mind has not been clear at times and I can't understand it but I feel that I am changing. Aging, getting older, I expect it and accept it but certain aspects of it scare me. As long as we're together I'm not worried about being scared...it's being misunderstood, or having my words or mannerisms misinterpreted. There's a certain comfort, familiarity, in feeling at home, in being so close as to feel apart of one another. I need that. I need you.This blog is basically because of you so I suppose it's for you...after all, most of what I've written I've written either for you, to you, or because of you...and the rest were to impress you...from your grateful husband.