The answer and why

Its far too deep for me to go
to try and understand why I love her so
why she rules my life, controls my very breath
And I don't know why I miss her so much
and I don't know why I still feel her touch
She left me high and dry
except for the tears that I cried
I really wish I knew the answer and why
I really wish I knew the answer and why

...she went in one direction
leaving me alone here to cry
She knew that without her
my heart would break in two
and I would surely die
I sit here lonely and heart broken thinking
I really wish I knew the answer and why
Could it have been the way that I talked
or the things that I said
Could it have been when I pushed her around
or the time when I pushed her down on the ground
Could it be the fact that I do all of those things
and a whole lot more
and then say I love her as she walks out the door
Could it be the fact that love her
or love to control her as she'd have you think
it brings me pleasure when she brings me a drink
It could be any number of things, for and of which,
I'm guilty of I suppose
But in the end, the bottom line being
and I think she knows
that I love her ...

Its far too deep for me to go
to try and understand why I love her so
why she rules my life, controls my very breath
And I don't know why I miss her so much
and I don't know why I still feel her touch
She left me high and dry
except for the tears that I cried
I really wish I knew the answer and why
I really wish I knew the answer and why.