like i care

sometimes
i actually give a fuck
but then again
i don`t
and sometimes
i could really fuckin care less
until
once again
i feel the caress
as you stroke my ego
again and again
yeah baby
you stroke my ego again
sometimes
i wanna make you smile
that great big smile
but then again
i don`t
and sometimes
especially when we kiss
my heart skips a beat
and then once you stroke my ego
again, again and again
yeah baby
you stroke my ego again
i feel it again
it`s somewhere in between
the kiss and caress
that i begin to miss it
i feel it less
until
you stroke my ego
again, again and again
yeah baby
you stroke my ego again
you stroked my ego
way back then
you stroke my ego now
do it again
stroke my ego
do it like you did back then
stroke my ego once again
do it again
stroke, stroke, stroke my ego
do it, do it, do it again
sometimes
i actually give a fuck
but then again
i don`t
but you can stroke my ego
anytime you like
but i could fuckin care less
ah yeah
all the while pretending
like i care
until
you stroke my ego
there you go again
i feel the caress
and your gentle smile
all the while
i could care less
i am reckless
until i feel distress
then you stroke my ego
while wearing a dress
stroke it
stroke it with finesse
you stroke my ego
again doing your best
undo the stress
and sometimes i feel it go
i feel it letting go
it feels like ice and snow
frosting my feelings
de-ice me
high and low
until
i feel the caress
as you stroke my ego
once again
stroke, stroke my ego
once again
is this heaven
am i insane
i can`t feel my legs
but i believe i`m walking
in the rain
walking in the rain again
walking on the rain
until
the clouds disappear
until the sun shines
again
i feel the caress
i dispense of the sense
the intense sense
of offence of defence
of difference
without intent
in the outs
sometimes
i actually give a fuck
but then again
i don`t
i feel as though
i should care
i do but then i don`t
it`s the same thing
everywhere
i look and go
it`s everywhere
some they do
and then they don`t
so i pretend
like i care
no eye contact
i don`t stare
to stay sane
i wear sunglasses
i see what and who
i want to see
everywhere i look
my world is free
and it gently belongs to me
when the rain falls
i drink
until the clouds disappear
drunk drinking rain
i walk without fear
numb and frustrated
like a saturated sponge
i can`t take any more
i look for another door
the in or out door
at this point i'm not sure
until
you stroke my ego
there you go again
i feel the caress
you in your dress
again
i feel the distress
but refrain
you stroke my ego
stroke it
stroke it with finesse
again, again and again
after all you`re still the same
and me
well, i`m insane
like i care

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